For the last couple days I have been sick. I’ve been getting a lot of headaches which are pretty rare for me (must be the weather.) The coughing really sucks though… I should be getting a lot of rest but I finally have a lot of shifts at work. School work has been piling up, lots of things due by Sunday/Monday. This has been by far the busiest week I have had so far this semester. Time flies by so fast I cannot stress that enough, I mean, it’s almost April.

So, big news, got accepted to both universities. Yay me? … For real, I was not expecting that. But even bigger news, I told the bf and his reaction was not what I had expected at all. I thought he would be angry and then the inner hopeless romantic in me thought he would say “baby no you can’t go, don’t leave me.” Yeah, neither one of those he was simply happy that I got in. He was too calm for my liking… He also said “I don’t do long distance” and then tears came like clockwork. When I told my mom, I asked her ”aren’t you happy I got in?” And she’s like “yeah, but are you?” 

Sheesh, its like one of the biggest decisions and the people that are closest to me decide to not give me their full thoughts. Well, I have come to the conclusion that they just want me to be happy. Be happy with the choices I make cause ultimately it is my life. It’s just, I’m sad, confused and lost. Why did my boyfriend encourage me to go to BC? Why didn’t my mom persuade me to leave Calgary? What should I do? Sigh, I just need to think this all through…. 

No matter how busy you are, take time to appreciate the ones that you love. I’m not saying  go run up to them and say “I APPRECIATE YOU,” but just let them know how much they mean to you. 

I keep distracting myself with everything and anything today!! 
My paper(s) can be completed in a matter of hours but I just keep procrastinating XD 

I cleaned today, ate, talked to beau, texted peoples, slept, youtube’d, tumblr’d, facebooked, ate, talked to parents, uploaded pictures, downloaded FF8 for ps3, talked to parents & then talked to beau again, PHEW so busy ;) 

— laugh okay I’m actually gonna start “homework” now. =]

School:
I can’t believe September just flew by. This is my second-last semester at SAIT and it’s been kinda crazy. Group projects + tests + papers + future presentations = total madness. Oh the life of a student, we go through so much! Anyways, I don’t know what to do again. I wanna get my degree after graduating from SAIT but will I be doing it for the right reasons? I feel like I just want to get a degree so that my parents will be happy. I mean, of course I want a degree but it also seems like I have to get one. 

Boyfriend: 
Holy cow, the bf almost broke his foot at work two days ago and I was freaking out. Thank goodness he was wearing steel toed boots. And as an added bonus, he’s back in Calgary until next Sunday <3.

You know, all of this time apart has made us even stronger. Sometimes being away from each other is a good thing. It gives you time to miss your other half as well as appreciate them a lot more. Relationships depend on both people, one person shouldn’t be doing all the work. If you’re both willing to make it work, then it’ll work. With that being said, it seems as if distance hasn’t come between us. I mean, I miss you every single day that your gone but it doesn’t change how I feel. Plus we skype like everyday hehes.. oh technology. =) Anyways, it’s kinda crazy how close we are and I love it. I can tell you anything and everything. Lastly, I love the little things that you do for me, you’re actually a sweet, geeky guy underneath that exterior. <3

Sun. Nov 28 

• Study Study STUDY! Work on.. **ALL SUBJECTS** applies to every day of the week.
• Chill with Papa, and find a gift for my Mama <3
• Most likely go bowling for a bit!

Mon. Nov 29

• Business Computers Test
• MATH LABS DUE
• START ACCOUNTING EXECUTIVE SUMMARY & do labs.. x_x”
• NEW EPISODE OF GOSSIP GIRL

Tue. Nov 30 

• 2wenty9ine month Anniversary. EMV + SMR S2
• COMMUNICATIONS hand first draft of the final report
• Hand in COMN Reflection
• Meeting with an HR lady for new-hire papers

Wed. Nov 1

• One hour “training” sesh at my new job
• Practice for MNGT presentation

Thurs. Nov 2

• MANAGEMENT PRESENTATION.
• Still working on ACCOUNTING!!

Fri. Nov 3

• Mama’s Birthdayyyy! 
• Final Report due in COMMUNICATIONS
• MATH TEST
• First shift at work, but maybe not because of my math test =/
• Dinner with family

Sat. Nov 4

• L’s birthday partaaay!