Just one step at a time.

Guess my anger got the best of me a couple minutes ago.

Him: “I’ll just work with ______. 
Me: “Yeah, you’re gonna be single then if you do.”
Him: “I’m just joking. What are you on your period? I’m gonna be single anyways when you move.”
Me: “Just because I’m upset doesn’t mean I’m on my period. Let’s just get this over with then and break-up, why wait?” 

I forgot what he said after, but he doesn’t wanna break up until I actually leave… or so he says. I don’t think we’re going to break up… but there’s the whole “I don’t wanna do long distance.” And of course I didn’t mean to say the last part. I don’t want to break up, and as much as he pisses me off (from time to time) I still wanna be with him and I intend to keep our promise to each other.  LKAMSDKLMASKLDM!@#!@#^$#%#$^! I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs, but I settled for throwing my phone on the ground and then it called him back by accident. GOSH ROAR. 

Anyways. 
OFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM SAAAAAAAAAAAAIT didn’t walk the stage today.. kinda just went shopping with my mommy bahahas. Congratulations to the Class of 2012!  

Happy endings do exist, I just know they do. 
I truly believe that if two people were meant to be together, they will always find their way back. It’s time to follow my own advice.  
No matter what the consequences are…
No matter how hard this is going to be…
I’m just looking out for myself. I need to grow, I need to figure things out and maybe time away from home will be just the thing. I’ll never know until I try. 

This has nothing to do with us and our relationship. What we have… is rare. You’re my best friend and boyfriend, you already know how much you mean to me. 

Payphone. 
Stuck in my head & on repeat. 
Ps. Love Joseph Vincent’s cover of this songggggggggg.